Sometimes it will just hit me how much I love Tennessee. I love how it feels completely appropriate and just perfect to crank up the country music in my car as Caleb and I are driving through the green hills and trees. "I go baaaack! I go back..."
This video is of me horseback riding on Valentine's Day. It was such a wonderful idea to do that, Blakey! Thank you!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Tennessee
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Valentines 2009
Valentine's Day this year was AWESOME! Our lil Saramarie was visiting, so she watched Caleb voluntarily (she even changed his diaper!!!!!!) while we went to Olive Garden for lunch and then we went HORSEBACK RIDING! I want a horse. I want one I want one I want one. Or two. Me needs them my precioussss. It was an incredible time, and so thoughtful and loving of Blake to plan. I loved every second of it. Blake also spent a great deal of time creating and putting together a fruit bouquet for me!!! He also got me flowers, a cute teddy, a hilarius balloon, a tiny box of chocolates, and wrote me a poem on a homemade card. Oh how much love I felt from him. He really out-did himself this year. I told him I want a fruit bouquet every year. I got Blake a bunch of candy he loves, a dart board, and baked two made-from-scratch fresh raspberry pies for him. We both gained at least 2 pounds. Happily.



Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Go STEELERS!!!
Okay so Sunday afternoon, 1 hour before the Superbowl, Blake and I decided that we are hardcore Steeler Fans! Woo!!! Go Steelers! Go team!
I love my Blakey!
What a wonderful week!
OH man. A lot of people told me my life was over when Caleb started "getting into things" or "moving around." I beg to differ!!! My life has begun!!
Caleb is so happy moving around all over the place. He loves discovering things and figuring things out. It's so cute to see him learn, and sometimes downright hilarious. He still loves mommy and daddy attention a LOT, but sometimes he will entertain himself for a little while as he discovers something new or just plays with a toy he loves.

I know, this seems cruel but I couldnt help myself. Who doesnt love a baby in a t-shirt and snow boots?!
Caleb loves his little red wagon he got for his birthday. Blake found out he'd actually lay in it a be still while he rode. It was funny seeing him just lay there!

Our ward had a primary activity for the girls and their daddy's. My dad called me that week and asked, "Will you go with me to the Petal Princess Ball?" He needed to go as Bishop, so why not take his daughter who is as old as a lot of the moms of the primary kids!?

I wore a paper tiara and did my hair and had glitter everywhere. It was so much fun. It was also such a wonderful time dancing with my dad and watching all the little girls dance with their dad's! What a great night!
Friday, January 30, 2009
UTAH PHOTOSHOOT

Connor
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Blake's Birthday!!
And I gave him cutting my hair... or shall I say BUTCHERING my hair. (I cut 19 inches off.)

He loved that!
Caleb gave him a ping pong table...
It has been used a lot already!!!
And Blake's parents gave him an awesome volleyball/badminton set with the net and all! It's set up in the backyard right now. And my parents gave him a beautiful big tool box... or it's more like a tool storage system or somethin...!Friday, January 16, 2009
1 Year Checkup
I forgot to fill everyone in on the awesome first birthday that Caleb had, aside from his big ball birthday bash! First, he woke up really happy and opened presents. Then he had a pancake breakfast. Then, he played for a while and went down for a good nap. He woke up right before his party and had a great time. After that, we all bundled up and went with my parents to the... drumroll please... NFL PLAYOFF GAME! Hahaha! It was not too cold, so we went for it! Caleb had a great time. He clapped when the whole crowd clapped, and went "aaay!" When we would yell, "Yay!" He was a great sport. What a first birthday!
I mean CHECK OUT the snowboots and the puffy coat. Can it get any cuter? I submit that it CAN NOT! :)And below, he is already a man after his daddy's heart!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Caleb's Big Ball Birthday Bash!!!
Caleb had an awesome birthday party! With just a week of planning, inviting, shopping, sewing, decorating, and cooking, the party really turned out great! At least 40 people showed up, kids playing all over the place, people eating, and Caleb running around enjoying the company. So many different kinds of balls everywhere, he was thrilled!! 
Caleb had fun opening his gifts. Every gift he'd open, he wanted to play with, but I'd have to put it to the side and grab a new one. He kept saing "woah.... woah... woooaah..."
The food turned out awesome, meatballs, and everything round that we could come up with! Even round ball-shaped apple juice bottles!
He wasn't so sure about cake. He let me feed it to him, but he didnt want to dig in himself. His grandpa put his hands in it to encourage more of a "shoveling" effort, but he just wanted the sticky stuff to get off his hands. He thought it tasted good though!
The ball cakes! I had a blast creating these creations, and I was very excited with how they turned out, especially the baseball! So fun!He had a fun party! Yay for Caleb's First Birthday party!!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
1 Year
Exactly a year ago at this moment, I was laying in a hospital bed experiencing the most intense and exhilarating pain. I was 60 pounds heavier than I am right now, swollen, draped in a beautiful shabby hospital gown. But, I was excited because Caleb was soon to arrive! It has been a year since I had a baby growing inside of me. A full year of love, joy, sleepless nights, emotional craziness, smiles, laughs, tears, milestones, thrills, and many blessings.
I cannot count how many hours
I have walked in circles, rocking you to sleep
I cannot forget the instant love
I first felt for you so deep
I will never ever find boredom in
Hearing your laugh and seeing you smile
I will never regret the sacrifice
Of carrying you in my tummy for a while
I cannot believe it is true
That God entrusted your precious soul with me
I cannot imagine, either,
Any other way it should be
I will never stop feeling gratitude
For being blessed to be your mom
I will never stop praying for God to help me
To be gentle, dependable, and strong
I cannot stop loving you
I never will, throughout all time and all space
I cannot imagine the world without you in it
With your smile lighting up your face
Love, Mommy





















